My Hardest Goodbye

This is my goodbye

Yes, I have decided

I will not turn back 

For you

Or the feelings inside 

Or for the thoughts that override

This is a goodbye to looking you in the eyes 

Actually, I want one more time 

To feel your arms

To see your smile

To look in your blue oceans

I despise you, crave you and love you all at once

I’d like to meet you again somewhere

Maybe I’ll drown in the memories