you have not looked over here since that day it is pathetic how beauty persists yet attention fades
PTSD
I jump from land to sea Precious hearts, Blind distress You say I have an issue With my head All the broken pieces Do not fit In my body anymore
In Your Dreams
Creamy clouds inexistent here Only shadowy dust of love and longing for the home we reminisce You closed doors on me when you realized I would never stay I understand and I apologize All I ask is we meet in your dreams
absent
we become who we think they want
Exchange
Open your heart to me Give your all to me and maybe you will receive a piece of me in return
Identity Crisis
Eyes sit on the balcony Watching lights and cars and the moon The eyes wonder why are they are where they are and why they are who they are
Unwanted
How unloved I feel Even with your arms clasped around my body My eyes waited for yours Across the room Yet they never approached I continue waiting for your love
Fight
They all scream I sit and cry I envisage in my dreams how they pry
Juxtaposition
If only I had been born Like the rest of them Mindlessly wandering Light enough to soar If I had been born Into a seperate time, place, story Who might have I become?
Everyday
I feel heavy In my soul
I did not receive enough as a child
Nurture me Mom and Dad Give me strength Give me clarity Help me to feel less empty
Forgotten
I went swimming In your two blue eyes I still carry them with me My eyes continue fading Into the darkness The sun keeps forgetting To rise for us