As if I do not remember how in the womb you held me.Because your thoughts are engraved in my mindAnd I will never forget your voiceOr your eyesOr your smileI will never forget your temperEven when you are too frailand gentleTo pronounce words in a disturbing mannerAnd I will never forget your conversation For you…
I have no idea what I am meant to do With all this love And compassion It bloomed and it died Turned into embers Over and over again Now all I am is broken The passion persists and love is all I miss
Cold skin cannot fathom warmth and burning skin does not remember chilly days I sit by the fire Imagining sun rays tickling my skin I crave hot breath on my fingers
Something in my soul is hungry and jaded I cannot say I know what I need I hope I am the solution
Tell me those words So I will be able to exist In a fairytale reality and ignore my darkness
When all my walls are crumbling and distant, I reach for the clouds and kiss nature goodnight. I tell myself I am strong. But words have no power over me.
If every kiss cost a dollar I would save all my money and buy me some lipstick. I would flaunt my lips and save some money.
Golden evenings when the sun reminisces and stays For an extra while I feel young As I never have felt before watching it set with you
Goodbyes remind me of bittersweet lullabys The way your eyes watch mine I love you I cannot say it back
These feelings Do not simply wash away with the rain They stick to the windows And remind me of my pain
I am only able to tolerate Romance in my mind’s eye while I’m sleeping And daydreaming Feelings bloom
I wish to save myself In every way I am able