I hate to love my golden cloak. An unending hatred of love. This love of self. Of sapphire and caramel. A mirror and eyes whisper.
Month: October 2020
Within the Silence
We forgot our language. It speaks in dreams. The body detaches from itself. I shudder in dusk. I forgot how to speak. This verse. This tongue.
Loss of Love/Love of Self
Inside the heart I find wounds. Wounds I am unable to heal. With this loss of self.
Then Repair Your Broken Pieces
Fall in Love Fall hard with shattered wings and feel it pulse through your body
A Temporary Pain
I may hurt now but not forever Feel her now and then release her
The Touch
We fall in lust. We die here. Love is the dream. One self remains.
To Be in Innocence/ Newborn
How short this existence is. I deceive myself. I became human. We all did. From innocence to sin. I yearn to be unpolluted again. We watch each other. Their souls in their eyes.
On Skin
It is labeled an obsession. I do not wish to live inside myself. Instead, my soul might wander like a ghost, untethered with grace. Translucent and empty. Who is to say who is the ghost? I wear the cloak. I drown. I smile. I pretend.
An Abundance of Doors
To love. For a love that simmers into dormancy. A deep slumber and mechanical lifestyle. Everything forgets itself at the door. Left in puddles for dreamlike ideas within unattainable nostalgia. Nothing comes to the door anymore. We forget ourselves.
The Art of Hiding
I sometimes wonder if I will face myself. To look in the eyes. I miss how it was. Not the beginning moments but in the progression of self. How we diminished ourselves to become one. How every stranger was my soulmate. How now writing this, I understand I came here to escape but all remains…
Held Within the Wall
How I fantasize about empty golden sunsets and eyes. I see the eyes of each person I yearn for as they dance along the ancient walls. Like little prayers or little pupils slipped between cracks. Always watching us. Always watching the lips. As they ask for forgiveness.
Shapes of Love
Superiority of possession To compensate for beauty. Danger in lying Dangerous beauty Beauty who lies
Sky of Smoke
This October hurts of ash and bleeding sun The veil I cast upon myself makes it difficult to breathe without the crumble