Incomplete
They make love to half of me
They make love to half of me
Howl like a creature
With air as wings
Press against the door
Release yourself to fear
The one who thrives, the one who mimics
All unknown bridges of envy, of clarity
An inexpressible fear
that lives in the mind
I cannot go numb
I must not fall victim to the static
I lust for cherry kisses
to drink golden milk from the earth
you taunt me
and how I ache
I doubt I know love. To recognize its existence. An unmade bed ponders you. Unfinished stanzas sit on the stairs. Next to me, who wishes to be anything else.
Time is an eclipse that holds us in its grasp
Intermingling, it transpires
Yet we delay
We cherish our mothers and brothers
and speak love to the trees
to the sun
to our ancestors
All this love
was birthed by you.
Mirrors blind the view
A trick of distortion and nakedness
Allowing the words to melt in my lips
Watching you tremble
I withdrew with what was left of me
Carrying fragmental sentences and embers of anguish
A whispered love welcomed me once more