Your words sweet like honey Unlike your eyes Not honey like mine They were blue. an ocean, I fell into you Now I reminiscence And ponder how I Nearly drowned in your abyss

golden flames in your eyes glossy green in your eyes oceans in your eyes All where beauty resides

We barely touched But you touched me everywhere Caressing my soul I will carry us forever

Eye to eye You kiss me tenderly Never release me If I could hear your thoughts, What would they be?

Heartache runs rampant in your eyes Starring pain in my movie Release me As the sun collapses Specks of fire drip among us and light your eyes

I feel ashamed To admit I still love you I feel this ecstatic longing in my soul When I see you I crave you  Something of a distraction

To seek understanding As the pen hits the paper We tell a lie or a truth But we whisper It becomes a mumble Unknown, cascading like starlight

Do not tell me to be happy Do not try and wipe my tears They will sting you too and you will disappear Instead why don’t you hold me? and remind me that you are here

The answers lie Somewhere beneath cushions where I rest And when my fingers dip into the soft Honey-like gold Of my heart, I spill tears, love and ashes  Across shiny floors In the ballroom I dance with my eyes I manipulate the sense of my neighbors I once slipped through the windows And fell two…

I lost faith in young love Now I guard my heart a little better maybe you saved me from approaching agony I will not fall easily again or trust someone undeserving I know to love myself

you have not looked over here since that day it is pathetic  how beauty persists yet attention fades

I jump from land to sea Precious hearts, Blind distress You say I have an issue With my head All the broken pieces Do not fit In my body anymore

Creamy clouds inexistent here Only shadowy dust of love and longing for the home we reminisce You closed doors on me when you realized I would never stay I understand and I apologize All I ask is we meet in your dreams

we become who we think they want

Open your heart to me Give your all to me and maybe you will receive a piece of me  in return

Eyes sit on the balcony Watching lights  and cars and the moon The eyes wonder why are they are where they are and why they are who they are

How unloved I feel Even with your arms clasped  around my body My eyes waited for yours Across the room Yet they never approached I continue waiting for your love

They all scream  I sit and cry I envisage in my dreams how they pry

If only I had been born  Like the rest of them Mindlessly wandering Light enough to soar If I had been born Into a seperate time, place, story Who might have I become?

I feel heavy In my soul