Your words sweet like honey Unlike your eyes Not honey like mine They were blue. an ocean, I fell into you Now I reminiscence And ponder how I Nearly drowned in your abyss
Month: November 2019
Windows
golden flames in your eyes glossy green in your eyes oceans in your eyes All where beauty resides
No Matter What
We barely touched But you touched me everywhere Caressing my soul I will carry us forever
Strangers
Eye to eye You kiss me tenderly Never release me If I could hear your thoughts, What would they be?
Pretermit
Heartache runs rampant in your eyes Starring pain in my movie Release me As the sun collapses Specks of fire drip among us and light your eyes
Loathe
I feel ashamed To admit I still love you I feel this ecstatic longing in my soul When I see you I crave you Something of a distraction
Cry as I write
To seek understanding As the pen hits the paper We tell a lie or a truth But we whisper It becomes a mumble Unknown, cascading like starlight
Empathy
Do not tell me to be happy Do not try and wipe my tears They will sting you too and you will disappear Instead why don’t you hold me? and remind me that you are here
Palace
The answers lie Somewhere beneath cushions where I rest And when my fingers dip into the soft Honey-like gold Of my heart, I spill tears, love and ashes Across shiny floors In the ballroom I dance with my eyes I manipulate the sense of my neighbors I once slipped through the windows And fell two…
I come first
I lost faith in young love Now I guard my heart a little better maybe you saved me from approaching agony I will not fall easily again or trust someone undeserving I know to love myself
Men
you have not looked over here since that day it is pathetic how beauty persists yet attention fades
PTSD
I jump from land to sea Precious hearts, Blind distress You say I have an issue With my head All the broken pieces Do not fit In my body anymore
In Your Dreams
Creamy clouds inexistent here Only shadowy dust of love and longing for the home we reminisce You closed doors on me when you realized I would never stay I understand and I apologize All I ask is we meet in your dreams
absent
we become who we think they want
Exchange
Open your heart to me Give your all to me and maybe you will receive a piece of me in return
Identity Crisis
Eyes sit on the balcony Watching lights and cars and the moon The eyes wonder why are they are where they are and why they are who they are
Unwanted
How unloved I feel Even with your arms clasped around my body My eyes waited for yours Across the room Yet they never approached I continue waiting for your love
Fight
They all scream I sit and cry I envisage in my dreams how they pry
Juxtaposition
If only I had been born Like the rest of them Mindlessly wandering Light enough to soar If I had been born Into a seperate time, place, story Who might have I become?
Everyday
I feel heavy In my soul